Spending Time with God

I have been spending time with God and I never knew that spending time with my Father could be so exciting. In spending time with him, I tell the Lord everything and I mean everything. I love that I can be honest about situations going on in my life and to know that it is okay to cry, be happy, and tell God all my secrets. I know it might sound crazy to tell God something that HE already knows about but to me, I think it is so cool to know that I can have a relationship with God and be honest with him. I tell him the truth about how I feel about things and I tell him all my worries and joys. I want to continue to have that kind of relationship with the Lord. I really want to get closer to HIM. I have found myself asking Him to never leave me because I CANNOT live without Him. I want to be an ambassador for Christ and to be sold out for him. I sometimes say that I want to be crazy for Him more than the girls that are crazy for Usher or maybe even Bow Wow. I was looking at Isaiah 54:5 For your Maker is your husband— the LORD Almighty is his name— the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; he is called the God of all the earth. And I was like wow I want God to be my spiritual husband; my everything. I don't know if I will every get marry but right now I want God to be the head in my life. I talk to God about if I ever get married and I thought well if God's will I will get marry. So I figure right know I want want to live for Christ. I want Him to use me while I am young till the day I die. I don't want to wait till I'm 30 or 40 beccause I am not promise that I will even make to age 22. I want God now not down the road.

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sight giver said…
Look at the progression in your life since that first entry!!! Praise God for He has done great things!!

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