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It's been awhile since I put my prayers on this blog. So from my "Young Maiden Prayer Book"

Abba, For reasons I don't know you choose me, you love me and cared for me. I am a filthy human being and amazed that you still love me and want to spend time with me. Thank you for everything. I love you and want to live, serve and be obedient to you. Transform me into what you want me to be. Claim my terror and give me peace. I surrender all to you, take control because I have no idea what I am doing. I pray that I wont compromise anything for you. That my life would bring glory, honor, and blessing to Your name. And when that day come, when I am in front of you I will be easily recognize by You. My life is like grass that withers away, here one moment and gone the next. Help me to remember that, that I wont waste time. But my life would be to please you.


Hey Yall... said…
You are growing so much in the Lord, Asia.
Be encouraged. Your prayer touched my heart.
I have said it once, if not a hundred times. I am in awe at the response to the gospel and Lordship of Jesus Christ by so many young women out here. Media, and magazines and music would have us older ones believe that salvation is lost to the younger generation. I praise God, that there is a remnant of Christians in every "generation".
Love you sis,
Anonymous said…
Asia, this is your auntie tan and i love you. i love your spirit and your life never think that your life is yours because it is not. sometimes we go thur stuff for someone else and god will bless us for it. i am one who often wonder why me lord and he gentle remindes me why not you tan. and it humbles me.when things are bad i often tell my self that someone somewhere would love to only have to deal with my little stuff. so i am learing in my old age not to mumble and complain.
Kennisha Hill said…
Hi Asia,

I'm Kthenovelist from HCR. Thanks for the warm welcome and for checking out my blog. This page is awesome and I'll be sure to add it to my blog list, with your permission. You have an incredible heart for the Lord, and it's such a blessing to see a young woman actively serving Christ. Continue on with it sister!

Blessings to you,

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