And we all, with unveiled face,
beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same
image from one degree of glory to another.
For this comes from the Lord
who is the Spirit. 2 Corinthians 3:18
A Change of name?????
I have decided to change the title of my blog from Ambassador for Christ to A Lady in the Making. To be honest when I started this blog five years ago, I did not have a meaningful reason to title my blog, "Ambassador for Christ." But now, I am 21 years old and a lot has happen to me last semester in college and even this semester in college, a lot has happen. I believe that God has continued to show me many things in myself and still working on me. It has been brought to my attention that my childhood issues have not been fully worked out. All that I went through still hurts and I have been praying about these issues. I am asking God for His help and seeking help from others. I am praying that God would completely deliver me. So I title this blog, "A Lady in the Making," because of the changes I am going through right now as I write this.
Over a period of weeks I will make changes to my blog.
Quotes from Gladys Aylward "I wasn't God's first choice for what I've done for China…I don't know who it was…It must have been a man…a well-educated man. I don't know what happened. Perhaps he died. Perhaps he wasn't willing…and God looked down…and saw Gladys Aylward…And God said - "Well, she's willing." “If God has called you to China or any other place and you are sure in your own heart, let nothing deter you….Remember, it is God who has called you and it is the same as when He called Moses or Samuel.”
"My heart is full of praise that one so insignificant, uneducated, and ordinary in every way could be used to His glory for the blessing of His people in poor persecuted China."
Abba, I have seen abuse and just thinking about it scares me. I don't want to ever be in an abusive relationship. I honestly want to be blessed with a man of God, You have for me that will not hit me. I pray to be with someone who loves me as Christ loves the church...
I fear to be in an abusive relationship. I have noticed that whenever I hear someone raise their voice at me, my heart starts beating fast and I get nervous. I find myself hiding and running from confrontation. I wish I were never around abuse because it has shaped my view of men. As I continue to seek the Lord, he is changing my view of men. I have an understanding of how men and godly men should treat women. Some days are better than others, but I am trusting God with this fear.
What has happened in your past that has shaped your world view?