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Fear of Change

For some people the word "change" has no affect on them. For me I would say change is something I am still learning about. I have three semesters November is ending soon, grad school search will be beginning, possibly moving to a different state, being on my own....All of these thoughts run through my head.  I feel like life is moving so fast and all I can do is watch everything change. So many wonderful things are happening in every ones life and I don't know where I stand or be in the future. The "unknown" is a concept that I struggle with and sometimes hard for me to handle the thought of it. I feel like I am just waiting for something to happen that will be big. There is a lot that I don't understand about what is happening in my life. I don't like it that I will don't be graduating with my class in May 2011 and my roommate (roommates for all 4yrs)  will be gone while I have to go through another semester. I think a lot of the possibility of loneliness and idleness. I'm so nervous about everything, but I have been taking my anxieties about the future to the Father. I'm asking Him to take away my fears about the future. I need not to worry about tomorrow but let it worry about itself. Asking the Lord for peace about what is unknown and to know that no matter what happens God is always with me.

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