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Journal Entry # 13- Confused and Hurting

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Abba, You are my love, there is none like You. Right now I feel like hiding and getting away from everything. Tonight I cry out to You and ask You to help me. I'm so lost, confuse, and hurting. Would you take me in Your arms.  What else can I do? What else do I need to go through? I want to let everything go, but I am so scared. I don't know what the future holds for me. Abba, take me and never let me go, Guide me in this life and never leave. Abba, Lover of my soul, please lead and direct my steps. I love You, Let me know that everything will be okay, because right now I am not sure what to do. I lean on You and trust in You. You know all things. I no longer want to trust in myself. Be the center of my life. Please calm my fears. My love, change my heart and mind. Change me from the inside and outside. Use me. Keep me in the apple of Your eyes. Hide me in the shadow of Your wings. My love You are my everything. I love You
11/3/2009



I wrote this during my undergraduate year i…

Journal Entry # 12 - Frustrated

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Abba I feel hopeless, weak and frustrated. I ask that you would help me. Take me and free up my mind of things that are not of You. Direct me,  Help me to remain strong in You. Let my heart always desire to be near to You.


4/10/09
It is good to know that we can be honest with God about how we feel and where we are in life. I have realize that God is patient and understanding. I wrote this journal entry when I was a undergraduate and I was frustrated with life and school. I don't know if the person reading this might have felt the same way. Life can be frustrating but God is always there. I pray you will  meditate daily on His Word.

Philippians 4:6-7
do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.


Psalms  119:114
You are my hiding place and my shield;I hope in your word.

Psalms  62:8
Trust in …